sandwiched

feel that the previous blog add is so inappropriate, and its one i created in an impulse. so decided to create a new one. but jus so lazy to get a new skin. so i shall stick to the defaults offered by blogspot.

now, thats a big diff in the add name. certainly sounds lively. lol.

ok, for a start, im back working in bg as stated in previous posts. but here comes the internal conflict (yet again) -.- i swear i told myself nv to get involved again. lets pray that i wont get dragged in this time round. cant i jus work happily to my enlistment date?!

ok. shan't be bothered about work(internal conflicts i mean) now. been stretched over work this few days and the coming few days. so caught in between now. i actually agreed to go for a badminton game with the axio guys this coming mon. but somehow, somewhere, a function popped up and now the restaurant needs staff urgently. and as expected, i was in the list as the number of experienced staff is really decreasing due to NS men and poly students. on one hand, if i don work, i feel bad if anything at the function goes bad (even if its not my fault - but could be avoided if i was working). but on the other, i had already beforehand agreed with the axio guys so its like i fly their plane. i mean i really donno how to reject ppl. i swear i dont know how! its so hard for me to say NO.
anyone with ideas to save me?