it has been happening again and again. alcohol really does wonder. shall not comment on wad really happened last nite. but was supposed to be a 'farewell' party for a soon-to-depart attachment student from indo, and also a party for the enlisting Kelvin. but wad a way to end everything, i left SGH at 6.30am.
was totally turned off by events which i think, was totally unnecessary. things are fine now (i certainly hope IT IS FINE) but no one can guarantee its not gonna happen again. afterall, while the 2 years (i think around) i've been working in bg, the day i started to hang out with them, it has been happening. happens to me b4, wont deny. but jus don understand, why is there ppl who knows this isnt gonna solve the prob, yet they jus so willingly fall into that trap. i seriously hope they'd think about it. we, as a group, decides to hang out for a 'party'. a fun nite out, but stupid things done by ppl who doesnt THINK at all, who jus simply cant give a damn shiet about themselves, spoils everything. sick and tired of all these, so much so that i wasnt planning to turn up at all, till hwa ee convinced me to. (im not pushing blame on hwa ee) as i din wanna drink and cant drink (because im driving) i wasnt totally convinced that i shld turn up. hwa ee assured me she wasnt drinking and said that she'd be alone singing there so asked me to accompany her. but, about an hour or so after i arrived, wad a turn of events. i start seeing things which i swear i nv wanna see again. i knew if i were to keep myself out of the things im tired of, i nid to jus get out of there. but jus couldnt do it. i don wanna spoil everybody's mood. stayed on, and the rest is history. don wanna talk about it. the moment i think about it, i feel pissed, yet i feel sorry. i donno. jus kind of like, really TURNED OFF.
anyway, couldnt catch much slp as i reached home at 7am. took a nap instead till around 10am be4 i headed to gombak. thought because of the rain overnite, there wouldnt be any soccer till chris sms me. went down as usual.
now, jus waiting for girl's call. ready to go out.
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