Out

Pushed out from the OT at 2200. he went in at 1230. can u imagine? according to the prof, the operation took 6 hours.

the blur look from his face, the tubes all around his body, his limbs almost not moving at all. i cant describe the feeling at all. heart just feels strange, pain, helpless.

he was totally 'seeing stars' the 1st day.

by the 3rd, he could at least joke. i hope its just gonna get better and better. and i saw the operation scar. a total of 19 stitches starting from the xyphoid process till the belly button. the 'staples' attached to the cut skin was horrible. can totally imagine the pain he's going through.

tired from the travelling to and from the hospital. but i believe mummy's going through much more than me and my sis.

pls. let him recover faster than expected so that mummy wont have to tire herself that much.